If you can do this in Flash, that would be AWESOME!!!
Ive spent the better part of the last 20 years with impostors syndrome… just really never felt like I was good enough, and everything felt daunting to me… Even though I freelanced for many years, it was with a bit of cynicism, like… if I learned to do this, you could to, but if you wanna pay me to do it for you, okay sure I can swing with that.
What has helped me is my recent determination to learn more, and to really accept that what Im learning and able to do, its because I busted my butt and put in the effort to do it…and that time and effort actually is valuable, which makes my skills valuable. Not saying Im the best…hardly…not saying I feel like Im top of the world…have a way to go. Just saying, I no longer have this dark cloud of doubt and fear and all those insecurities hanging over my head all the time…and all that is due to educating myself and really acknowledging the skills I have and am developing.
Its a rollercoaster though for sure, cause some days I feel more confident than others…Ill feel like Im right on track, everythigns going great, applying for jobs, Ive got this! and then other days I wonder if Ill actually be good enough to get hired, and if I am, will I be good enough to get the job done…will they say uh, actually this work isnt going to cut it. But in a weird way, I think thas a good thing too…as long as Im always striving to be better, and keep improving myself, the better work I will be able to do and Ill keep improving as a programmer. Thats just a theory though