I stumbled on Freecodercamp after my kids went to bed. So I didn’t get a whole lot done before my mind got to tired. Tomorrow will better.
I am really Proud of the progress I made today but terrified by this whole process.
I seizures. I am sort of stuck in this learned helplessness and not sure how to get out it. My life was derailed and recently learned my seizures are not going away. Even though I am waiting on ssi. I am not content not doing anything exciting with my life. I haven’t barely gotten out of bed for the last few weeks other than to spend time with my kids. Today I said enough was enough and started looking into going back to school. I am not even sure with my seizures if working is doable yet other people work with disabilities worse than mine.
I am creative person. As a friend told me when I gave here a list of things I could go back to school for said you exile at thinking outside the box so do something where you can do that everyday.
So I guess more than anything I just want to know I can do something that in my eyes is totally impossible. I am 36, seizures, dyslexic, horrible at math, PTSD two kids and zero support. I struggle with depression as a side effect of my seizures. oh and we homeschool.
So why are you choosing this path and using freecodecamp to get there? What are some of your road blocks you need to overcome? What tools or techniques are you using to overcome them?
I really need to make a solid do plan for seizure days and sick days and well life sucks days because not doing this isn’t a option. In my head this is do or die.