Hello, campers! Hope everyone is having a good day. Sorry if this next post sounds a bit depressing.
I’m feeling very lost as to what I should be doing next at this point in my quest to become a developer. I thought having a degree in Computer Science would have given me at least a good chance at securing a job after graduating. So far, this hasn’t been the case. My hope was that, even though I did not necessarily have any languages or technologies quite mastered, I had enough programming background that employers would be willing to let me quickly learn on the job.
When that plan did not work out, I thought maybe I just did not have good enough projects to showcase. So about 2 years ago, I decided to pursue web development because it was something I really enjoyed doing. My plan was to learn enough technologies and build projects that I could be a strong candidate when applying for entry level roles. This is what I had thought after reading numerous articles of what employers are looking for in ideal candidates.
It has literally been almost 10 years now since I have started this journey. And I still have nothing to show for it.
I am feeling like an absolute failure now. I have applied to at least 100 jobs throughout a number of resources just last month alone, and I have been rejected or ghosted by all of them. As much as I enjoy programming and want to become a developer, I can no longer justify this dream. I am coming to the realization that 10 years is far too long, and far too much of an investment for the slim chance someone will be willing to hire me. Even if I learned PostgreSQL, Typescript, AWS, or some other technology now, I would still be lacking one more requirement in the job description. Maybe I do not know .Net, or Python, or Java. Maybe I did not use the right words in my resume. Maybe I do not have enough projects. Maybe I still do not have enough “years” of programming experience. There is always something missing. Job requirements feel as though they have become so holistic I would need a PhD if I ever hoped to get an entry level role.
At this point, my life is demanding that I make a livable wage. Working in a warehouse sorting boxes was not something I thought I would be doing after graduating from college. Honestly, I do not know if I should keep trying. What started out as an ambition has become a nightmare.
I do not even know what kind of advice I am looking for. Maybe just want to see if there is anyone else in the same boat as me.
Sorry for the long post. I just really needed someone to express my thoughts to. Thanks so much for any one who spent the time to read it.