Hi to those who read this.
3-4 weeks ago I graduated from (senior?) high school and enrolled at a college where I will take study on Software Engineering. The college will start on August this year.
While I’m waiting for my college, I began to take FreeCodeCamp courses as my first start to build my portfolio as a newbie developer. I know FCC a little bit previously as source of programming materials until some developer suggested me about FCC course.
To my surprise, FCC courses is structured and had a curriculum (also free!), something that I don’t usually encounter when looking for website to learn about web development.
I started taking the course. At first, I don’t know what course I want to take so I picked up JS and Python before HTML/CSS. I stopped take course until after my graduation. only to find that FCC updated the curriculum to 2022 curriculum on the way. At first, I almost gave up entirely knowing that my courses is blank when my certification project is checkmarked (I really felt incomplete to be honest seeing incompleteness).
But, I don’t want wasting time on that. Instead, I started again. This time I feel the 2022 curriculum is more kicking than the legacy one. At the time I wrote this, my progress is at CSS pseudo-selectors (Balance Sheet) course.
Then I began questiong and doubting my choices. I feel that I completed my courses but my brain is like zero knowledge on HTML/CSS. I can look up again the courses and learn again, but I feel like I lied to myself that I searched basic HTML/CSS. Did I learn it wrong? Or was my way of learning wrong?
I also questioned the fact that I take the courses to become a developer when I enrolled to study on Software Engineering. Some sources said that developer and engineer are different thing, while others said they are same thing. The reason why I choose SE is because… I got frustated that I can’t manage my app project life cycle and develop it recklessly, which ended up a mess. I also heard from college students that many of their friends cannot even do a basic Hello World program at Semester 4. Well, it’s not the only reason why I enrolled at a college. I want to explore professional relationship and career in the future, what it’s like starting my own life, and studied about software development deeply (also the fact that in my country an undergraduate degree is more valued and first thing to look than your skill at bootcamp).
So… was it worth it in the end about this?